I'm gonna make myself, a little somethin to eat
11.27.05 - 11:46 p.m.

Thanksgiving is over, and this year was weird. It was the first year my older sister wasn't in town for the festivities, which was really different. Basically, Manda's the one who gets up early with mom, makes sure the house is clean and that the mashed potatoes are made, makes sure mom doesn't go insane, and this year she wasn't there and Wanna and I aren't as good at all that as she is. I mean the house was clean and the potatoes were made and everyone survived, but... it was just inherently different. Everyone was a little edgier, and I guess that's how it goes.

Other things this past... week and a half were a little... strained. I guess I'm just going to try and make it through the last three weeks of the semester, and hopefully winter break will go smoothly and things will be better than status quo after that.

Things in life are getting down to the wire and things in life are being cut down and life decisions are rushing up fast, I'm supposed to be a grown up but every time I think about it I want to throw up and go back.

I have a lot to do tonight, because I put so much off today. Today I watched a lot of TV and lounged because I felt crappy. I got a fever last night, and it went away, but I hate not knowing what's going on with my body. Wanna had some sort of throat crappiness going on, there is debate over the exact diagnosis, there has been flu-strep throat-mono-tonsillitis debate.

This week's goals: survive and eat healthy. That is what I'm going to try and do. I work and I have class and that's what my life has been about lately, and wouldn't it be nice to have a different answer.