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06.11.05 - 12:23 a.m.

Alright team it has been a while. I am mostly doing not a lot lately, and have been reading a lot.

I just finished COD and today thought about self help books necessarily

How much help can a book give you? The ideas in the book?

On music and the past: Sometimes there is a song and it is forever associated with either a certain specific event or act or a period in time. Does relistening emphasize this connection or just leave you with an emptiness inside?

Does slowly ripping everything apart reveal the chocolate middle or does it reveal the hollowness or do you just end up with a bunch of ripped apart everythings and how much self destruction is really necessary
How much self decimation self deprecation before the rebuild