down on me
05.25.05 - 8:22 a.m.

It has been a crazy while in which, dear blog, I have been neglecting you. The dealie-o is that when people get married and when people break up, and when people die, you sort of reassess your life and what's going on. That's right, b-log. Pretty much I'm really thankful now for how sane my life feels, and how lucky I am to be in a good situation.

That being said, LittleSis graduated! Yay! There was a mild amount of doubt, I think, especially when she didn't have her graduation requirements completed a week before graduation... BUT she's taken care of it and now it's just _good_.

Am living at home for the summer, but I haven't stayed there on a weeknight yet.. mostly, tonight will be weird, I think. My parents have a nice house, but it just seems so far away from everything... I'm used to being able to just walk 10 minutes to the QT if I want a soda, and now at home if I'm like "Oh maybe some cheese would be nice right now" but there's no cheese in the house, I have to a)make sure there's a vehicle unblocked b)tell my parents where I'm going c)drive into town (~15min) d)brave the horrors of supersaver e)drive home
And while I enjoy driving, I'm realizing how much gas I'm going to burn this summer.

I also know that I feel... a certain sense of responsibility towards a few certain people. Also right now I'm poop-myself nervous because at 10 I have a big important interview somewhere a few blocks from here... I don't like when directions are given vaguely like "Oh yes we're around 24th and Farnam it will be no problem" I understand that if you go there every day then of course it's no problem to get there..... raar.

Airported early this morning, got out of bed around 5:45 or so and have been feeling sick ever since. I would most like to curl up in pajamas and sleep the day away, but apparently that's not an option.

I am going to try and interview prep my head and mouth now. wish me lucks.