It could have been more than a name on the door of the 33rd floor
04.25.05 - 12:55 a.m.

It is late on a sunday and I should be asleep but I'm not, I'm awake and a little angry at life in general and mostly I have a list of about 4 people I want to find and kick.

Why is it so hard to get stuff done and keep on top of what i know i need to do? Every semester there's a mad rush at the end... every year the moveout tension mounts as I realize that i have way too much crap.

It is that time of year where I want to not learn and not study and especially not consider my summer plans at all- and that time of year when i realize that this summer will be the lamest ever and i'll live at home and hang out with no one. I think The Plan is for a trip east sometime in july, for fun and such. Hopefully I'll be east more than once this summer, but there is no way for me to even guarantee once. I feel like such a loser. I didn't get an internship for the summer, I don't have any plans. I'm almost 21, I'm moving back in with my parents. I just want to sit around and do nothing.